This is bad.
Winter has arrived, and I am craving a spoon of sugar in my coffee.
I'm even worse, being inclined now and then as the weather cools to add a teaspoon of a commercial product to my 2/3 hot milk 1/3 coffee construction. It's something called Maxwell House International Café Français Beverage Mix.
I know, I know, what can I say. It's a weird concoction of ingredients with both dairy and nondairy components:
"nondairy creamer [corn syrup solids, hydrogenated coconut oil, sodium caseinate (from milk), dipotassium phosphate, mono-and diglycerides, artificial flavor], sugar, instant coffee, maltodextrin, sodium citrate, contains less than 2% of natural and artificial flavor, artificial color, silicon dioxide."
It's an inexcusable purchase nowadays, not least since the tins are now made of plastic. If I were half my age at this time, I wouldn't start to use it. But I'm set in my way of using it by now, so I indulge in a few tins a year.
It puts an extra jolt into my first mug of coffee on a chilly grey morning. I've never just used it as intended, i.e. all by itself with some quantity of nearly boiling water. I just use it as a stir-in additive. Used to rely on it at work for late night program testing shifts, and kept a raft of tins of the stuff and some nonfat dry milk powder in the back of a desk drawer. At least it took the edge off the notoriously horrible coffee the IT group's pantry supplied.