SuperMatt
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Neither you nor I are psychiatrists nor psychologists as far as I know. And even if one of us was, we can’t diagnose the person without meeting with them.The shooter apparently wrote in his diary that in response to a feral cat fighting with his pet cat, he violently killed the feral cat. He also included grotesque pictures along with the following entry.
When I came home at ~10:30 I was eating pizza bites when I hard my cat Paige scream from the garage.
I quickly enter and the gray cat was attacking her. I then spent the next hour and a half chasing the cat around the garage and stabbing it with my knife (the camo one).
It bled from the mouth at about 11:00 and at about 11:45 I was able to grab the cats tail and wind up and smack the cats head on the concrete ground. I did that a few times and when it went limp I grabber [sic] a hatchet and swung at its neck ~20 times until it came off.
Honestly right now I don’t feel anything about killing that cat. I thought I would be in pain but I literally just feel blank.
He also reportedly has many entries debating whether or not to carry out his plan. He repeatedly states he either needs to kill people or commit suicide. That’s not considered a healthy state of mind.
He also seems to be highly specific and obsessive- like documenting his food intake, often listing time events occurred for no significant reason, researching zip codes with the highest black populations, documenting the number of black people in stores, etc- not to mention the obvious, that this idea of “the great replacement” seemingly occupied his mind for months.
He also at one point claims never to have been diagnosed with a mental health disorder and believed himself to be sane, but at other points questions his sanity.
The cat story is indicative of a serious issue. I’d be curious to know what age this occurred. Defending your pet from another animal is one thing… torturing and dismembering it- not normal. Neither is graphically recounting it in a diary with accompanying photographs- including one of blood splatter on his face. Recording such an event suggests some sort of delight, curiosity, appreciation, etc with the experience. This event would be consistent with antisocial personality disorder.
Some of the other behaviors could be related to OCD. He did wear a hazmat suit to school during COVID, though that could be narcissistic or histrionic behavior- these are “cluster b” traits that often occur with ASPD.
The perpetrator is apparently refusing a psych evaluation by the court which is something I see routinely with narcissists in my field.
A lot of these characteristics, along with his lack of social skills and friends, could also consistent with high functioning autism, but is less likely IMO for a number of reasons.
I really don’t understand where these proclamations come from that “he is not mentally ill”. It’s important to note someone can be seriously mentally ill, the mental illness may be a factor in their crime, and yet they can still be 100% responsible for their crime. A psychopathic murder is well aware killing people is considered morally wrong and is illegal, he just has zero regard for other people.
In this case mental may have made him more likely to hurting others or dwell on his deranged notions but killing people is a choice- he appears to have been very much able to control his behavior, deciding when and where and who to kill. It’s possible/debatable if mental illness made him more susceptible to being radicalized by white supremacists, but ultimately racism is a choice too.
So you can believe he’s mentally ill if you want, and I can believe he’s not. In the end, it’s just our opinions.
But here is where I’m coming from on this: I’m sick of gun lovers saying “It’s not a gun problem; it’s a mental health problem.” I’m also sick of far-right ideologues pushing racist theories saying “Not my problem; this guy is just mentally ill.“
So yeah, I’m going to push back when, once again, both the gun nuts and the purveyors of “replacement theory” try to use the “mental health” nonsense to defend their indefensible actions, yet again.
And I don’t know where you grew up, but I don’t think what he did to a feral cat is that weird compared to stuff kids did in my area (grew up in Buffalo’s suburbs).